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The definition of a hypocrite is:  "1 : a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion; 2 : a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings." 

I often feel as though I am a hypocrite at times.  Actually, I think we all have been, are, or will be at one point or another in our life, Christian or not.  That's human.  What I am realizing more and more is that Christian does not equal perfect.  A lot of people associate with Christians certain tendencies, and when a person who professes to be a Christian does something out of perfection automatically they are sometimes called a hypocrite.  I know, I used to call Christians (before becoming one) hypocrites.  I have even called myself one since becoming a Christian.   

However, since coming back to Christ in September 2004, I have realized that Jesus will forever be perfecting me until He comes again or I die.  In Romans 12:2 it says "Do not conform any longer to the pattern  of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.  Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is -- His good, pleasing and perfect will." 

Often when I read in Galatians 5:22 about the fruits of the Spirit, which are:  love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control, and then I read  the acts of the sinful nature in verses 19-21:  sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery, idolatry and witchcraft, hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy, drunkeness, orgies and the like -- I realize that I still have a long ways to go.  The part of Gal 5:19-21 that puts a healthy fear in me, however, is the part that says "I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God."

You see, the thing is, we all sin, we all fall short of the glory of God - Christian or not.  The difference is that being a Christian I have a Savior -- Who is Jesus Christ because I have done as Roman 10:9-10 says -- and that is to confess with my mouth that Jesus is Lord and I believe that God raised Him from the dead, and if I do this, the Bible says that I will be saved.  Now that is good news to me!

Even better news is that once I became a Christian and found myself struggling with sin or sinning, I read in 1 John 1:8-10 that "If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.  If we confess our sins, He (Jesus Christ) is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.  If we claim we have not sinned, we make Him out to be a liar and His word has no place in our lives."  Now that is good news too!

It's funny how we often associate sin as being those things that are obvious -- such as getting drunk or having sex outside of marriage, and so when we see another Christian doing this we point our finger at them as we gossip to our friend about it.  Hint here, gossip is a sin.  Oh, we may tell ourselves, we're confiding in another friend about the other friend so that we can "pray" for them, or "help" them.  We preface by saying "I don't mean to gossip, but ..."   I like it how we justify it in our minds how gossip is okay, but that these other sins are not. 

And no, we should not purposefully go out and do something we know we should not do, I'm not saying that at all.  However, me personally, I struggle with envy at times.  I was envious today in fact.  I can have a moment of jealousy -- I did today, but if you will notice, jealous and envy are both listed right along with those other sins we deem as worse than what we think we are doing. 

Good grief.  Here's the thing, before you go and call someone else a hypocrite, or call yourself one, just realize we all do things that we shouldn't do.  Just when the Lord points it out to you, stop doing it.  What I realized when I was doing Celebrate Recovery (which is not just for alcohol and drugs by the way) is that when the Lord pointed out something I was doing that was wrong, I would ask for His help, ask for forgiveness, and them almost immediately do it again.  BUT, what I found out though is that the times in between when I would sin and the next time would get farther and farther apart until it was almost non-existent because as soon as I would do it, I would repent and start over.  That's how good our God is!  That is grace, BUT that grace should not be abused because again it takes me back to the scripture that "those who partake in these things (the sinful things) will not share in the Kingdom of God."  This instills in me a healthy fear to do my absolute best each and every day.  Some days just are harder than others. 

I don't know if this is just for me, or for anyone else, but it has helped me to write it down and read it.  It's been rolling around in my mind for some time.  If you read it, thanks for listening to me ramble.  Happy New Year.

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This year 2009 Christmas!!  We are so blessed and have such a great family, and great kids! 

I love them all so much.  Thank you Jesus for the blessing of my family. 

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Isn't that the most beautiful picture?  I "borrowed" this from a friend, Jerry.  Hope that's alright Jer -- it was so beautiful that I had to use it in a post!

James 1:2-4 "Consider it pure joy my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.  Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything."

Jeremiah 33:3 "Call to Me and I will answer you, and show you great and might things, which you do not know."

I wish I had something great and inspiration to write tonight, but I really don't.  I do know this, God is good and He is faithful to His word.  I know that He loves His children more than we can even imagine.  I know that His word says that He will never leave us nor forsake us.  I know that His word says that when we draw near to Him, He draws near to us.  I know that His word says that if we delight ourselves in Him that He will give us the desires of our heart.  I know that His word says that if you train a chlid in the way that he should go that he will not depart from it.  Plus so much more.  This is what I need to keep in mind during times that are more difficult.  I need to grab onto my Heavenly Father for dear life, and never let go. 

Thank you Lord Jesus for all of the blessings you have given me in my life.  You are amazing, awesome, and wonderful.  Thank you for my life.

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Matt. 6:1-4 "Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them.  If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.  [emphasis added] So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synogogues and on the streets, to be honored by men.  I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full.  But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret.  Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you."

I don't know about you, but this passage of scripture convicts me to the core.  What are my motivations when I give?  What are your motivations?  Do we give so that others will like us, tell us how wonderful we are, what a blessing we are?  Or are we truly giving because this is something the Lord prompted us to do?   If we are truly giving because this is something the Lord prompted us to do, then we should be perfectly content to be anonymous and not announce it publicly.

In my study bible it states "if believers, whether laypersons or ministers, do good for the admiration of others or for selfish reasons, they will lose their reward and praise from God.  Instead they will stand exposed as hypocrites who, under the guise of giving glory to God, are really seeking glory for themselves."

It goes on to say in verses 5 "And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synogogues and on the street corners to be seen by men.  I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full."  (ouch!)

I don't know about you, but I would much rather be acknowledged by my Father in Heaven rather than by man and acceptance by man.  I know me personally, my motivations in the past have sometimes been to give or even volunteer for various church activities so that someone might like me, or think I'm worthy to be a friend to, or give me kudos, or even for acceptance.  I believe God is changing my heart and has changed my heart to be okay if someone doesn't like me, or a certain group of people doesn't accept me -- it really is okay.   I don't have to volunteer for everything on the planet or give just because I don't want others to see me not giving, I will do just those things that the Lord prompts me to, and if someone doesn't accept me or like me based upon those things -- that's okay.  

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(There may be some typos in this, I'm so tired and need to go to bed!  I'll re-read in the am and fix all of them then!  I do hope this encourages you though and would love to hear your thoughts) 

All I have to say is wow to this last week.  It has been one wild ride on the Cotterill homestead, to say the least.  First, our oldest got to move back home with us, so there were lots of changes to be made in who was going to sleep where and how.  All of the kids seem to be adjusting alright to all of that and Lacey is doing great!  She loves the military, and is very excited about her future.  We are so proud of her!

Next came the car accident a couple of days ago.  Joe was in a collision on Highway 522, and unfortunately it will be considered his fault due to it being a rear-ender.  They were both in the passing lane (left lane), and the guy in front of him decided he wanted to make a phone call and turned on his left turn signal.  There was no shoulder to pull onto, so Joe thought he probably hit the wrong way and meant to go back into the right lane.  Then all of a sudden the guy slams on his brakes, and decides to stop while still in the passing lane.  It was wet and rainy out -- you can guess the rest of the story.

Two days after that (yesterday), I got the opportunity to work for my old boss for about 5 hours, which I was very grateful for now with all these expenses growing and mounting.  I had just got off work, and was getting my hair cut when TJ (our oldest son) called and said he'd thrown up about 15 times.  I told him to get fluids, and I'd be home asap.  Long story short, we ended up at the ER and he had an emergency appendectomy!  It was crazy and scary at times, but I knew the Lord was with us. 

So during my quiet time with the Lord this am, He led me to several verses that I'd like to share:

Psalms 117:1-2 "Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you peoples.  For great is His love toward us, and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever.  Praise the Lord."

During all of this, I kept thinking "what is going on?  Why is all of this happening?  Am I, or are we, doing something wrong?"  The Lord then took me to the book of Job.  During Job's trials, which were excruciating, Job states at Job 13:15 "Though He slay me, yet will I hope in Him; I will surely defend my ways to His face."  Job stated this after he'd lost his children and much more.  Job continued to praise the Lord IN SPITE of everything that was happening. 

The Lord then took me to Job 14:5 "Man's days are determined; you have decreed the number of his months and have set limits he cannot exceed."  This just reminded me that God is in total control, even if it doesn't seem like it.  He knows everything, and He knows when our time is up.  He knows the beginning from the end!

Then after I was reading how Job's friends spoke to Job.  It really wasn't comforting or something he needed ON TOP of everything he was going through.  Job needed his friends just to shut up and listen.  Job's friends had no idea what was really going on behind the scenes.  After hearing speeches from two of his "friends" -- Job says to them in Job 16:4-5 "I also could speak like you, if you were in my place; I could make find speeches against you and shake my head at you.  But my mouth would encourage you; comfort from my lips."  When I read that I realized that Job had already forgiven his friends for their behavior towards him, but it also reminded me that when I come across someone going through a trial to refrain from long speeches or insights into what I think that the Lord must be doing, and just shut my mouth unless my mouth is used to encourage them and comfort them from my lips. 

James says in James 3:7-12 "All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and creatures of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man; but no man can tame the tongue.  It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.  With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been and in God's likeness.  Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing.  My brothers, this should not be.  Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring?  My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs?  Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water."

My study bible states "James emphasizes our inclination to sin in our speaking.  Sins of speech include harsh and unkind words, lying, exaggeration, teaching fale doctrine, salnder, gossiping and boasting.  Mature believers keep their tongues under control by the guidance of the Holy Spirit, taking "captive ever thought to make it obedient to Christ (2 Cor.10:5).  Because of the tendency to sin with the tongue, James exhorts every person to "be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry."  (1:19)

So, what I'm saying here is that when we go through trials or see others going through trials, we don't know what is going on behind the scenes -- what the Lord is allowing in our lives, or why.  We should continue to praise the Lord if we're the one going through the trial.  And if it is someone else going through the trial, we should do as Job would have, which was to encourage them and comfort them.  Next time you come across someone in a trial, rather than going to advice you think they need, try just being that ear to listen, the mouth to encourage, and the arms to comfort.  God bless you today and always. 

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This cracked me up!  A friend posted this on their Facebook -- I had to share!

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Prayer.  It's not hard, but we make it hard at times.  There are tons and tons and tons of books out there on how to pray.  I remember going through a period where I was reading books on how to pray, and getting burdened down with all the techniques, ways to pray, prayer "formulas", etc. Finally, I remember looking up at the sky one day after feeling so burdened and I felt like I couldn't pray, and saying "Lord, it shouldn't be this difficult to have a relationship with you."  That still, small voice that I've come to know and love, gently says "it's not." 

I put all of those books away and went back to the basics.  What are the basics?  When the disciples asked Jesus to teach them how to pray, He gave them a model for prayer.  It's quite simple.  It's known as "The Lord's Prayer."  I started back at that point -- literally.  (Matthew 6:9-13)

The way I have approached my relationship with the Lord is much like a relationship with a person.  In order to get to know any person, you have to spend time with them, talking and listening.  Prayer can and is a two way street.  Both listening and talking.  Your prayers don't have to be eloquent or well spoken because God already knows what is in our hearts and our minds, He just wants to hear from us and have relationship with us. 

Don't complicate it.  Maybe you've heard that saying "KISS" -- "Keep it Simple Stupid".  Although I'm not calling you stupid  :-), I would say to definitely keep it simple.  God just wants to hear from you.  Talk to Him.  Tell Him what's on your heart, in your mind, no matter what it may be.  He can handle it.  I heard a story one time of a man who kept a rocking chair in his room, and when someone asked him about it he said that his pastor had told him to imagine Jesus sitting there so that it would make it easier for him to pray.  Whatever works for you to make it easier for you to talk to the Lord, please do it, share it with others, you may help someone else.  I pray the Lord blesses you as you read this, and would love to hear what helps you in your relationship with the Lord. 

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2 Cor. 12:9 "But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness."  Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 

I said this prayer yesterday, "God your power is made perfect in my weaknesses, and today I am weak and need you so that I can do all that You have called me to do today."  Yesterday I was struggling with pain and extreme tiredness and weakness.  After I prayed that simple, yet powerful prayer, God made it possible for me to get out of bed, get ready, and get the things done that needed to be done yesterday.

Today I say the same prayer, and am feeling filled with His strength, His power, His grace -- so that I can do all that He would have me do today. 

"Thank you Lord that Your power is made perfect in my weakness.  Thank you God for my husband, my children, my family, my friends.  You have blessed me beyond measure, and I will forever be grateful and thankful to You for my life.  Amen"

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As Christians we don't like to talk about it because as Christ followers sometimes we are told that we shouldn't struggle with depression.  I've been told "you're fine", when all I wanted to do was cry.   I've been told "fake it till you make it."  All by well meaning and well intentioned Christians.  The fact of the matter was that when I would go to church, I would put on my fake smile, fake it while I was there, then go back home and into my pj's and turn off my phone.  It is exhausting to "fake it until you make it." 

I remember when I finally confessed to someone I loved and trusted that I broke down finally and went to the doctor to get on anti-depressants again, the comment they made to me tore me up.  Yes, I have forgiven them, but the hurt is still there until the Lord heals it.  I believe it remains there so that I can get the message out there that you're not a bad person, or doing something wrong if you are depressed.  When someone gets diabetes, do you tell them to suck it up and trust God?  Or do you tell them they should take their medicine and go to the doctor?  If someone has high blood pressure, do you tell them "fake it until you make it" and trust God, or do you tell them they should take their medicine? 

Is it possible, dear Christian, that the Lord gave doctors and scientists the wisdom to create life saving medications so that we could be okay?  Yes!  God gave the scientists wisdom to know how to treat certain cancers.  I have a dear friend who was cured of breast cancer, and while she is still in the final stages of treatment, she is on her way to recovery.  What if someone told her "you're fine" and "just trust God"?  and she chose not to do this life saving treatment?  Sure, there is a possibility that God would miraculously cure her, but do you take that chance when there is a life saving treatment available?  No!  Just like with any sickness or disease or illness.  If someone is throwing you a life saver and you're in the water drowning, do you tell them, "I'm trusting God to save me"? or do you take the flippin' life saver and let them pull you to safety?  I don't think I need to answer that question.

Just because we are Christians does not mean that we aren't going to suffer, have problems, go through sickness and illnesses, or struggle with depression.  Christ did not promise us a life of ease.  If He thought we weren't going to go through junk, why would He provide scriptures such as Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."  Now some might argue that this scripture is for someone who doesn't know Christ.  Okay, then how about the book of Job?  Why did God provide us with this book?  Job knew the Lord intimately.  In Job 1:1 Job is referred to as a "blameless and upright" man "he feared God and shunned evil."  The Lord says to satan in verse 8 "Have you considered my servant, Job?  There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil."  Wow!

Or how about the scripture 1 Peter 4:12 "Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.  But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when His glory is revealed."  (Peter is speaking to Christ followers here)  or 1 Peter 4:1 "Therefore, since Christ suffered in His body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because He who has suffered in his body is done with sin."  or James 1:2-4 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.  Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."  (Peter and James were both speaking to Christ followers)

My dear friend, if you are suffering from an illness just because you aren't healed yet or living in what the "world" considers "prosperous" -- doesn't mean you are doing something wrong.  The Apostle Paul really went through a lot while an apostle of Christ says in Phillipians 4:11-13 "I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.  I know what it is to have plenty.  I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.  I can do evertyhing through Him [Christ] who gives me strength." 

John the Baptist was beheaded doing the work of the Lord.  Peter was hanged upside down on a cross while doing the work of the Lord.  Paul was shipwrecked, stoned, left for dead, imprisoned, tormented by a "messenger of Satan (2 Cor. 12:7).  Paul asked the Lord THREE times for Him to take it (the messenger of Satan) away, and the Lord responded "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."  (2 Cor. 12:9).  I also believe that eventually Paul was beheaded as well.  Of course, our greatest example is Jesus, who suffered the most of all.  Heb. 5:8 "Although He was a son, He learned obedience from what He suffered and, once made perfect, He became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey Him." 

So, just because you have trials, tribulations, sickness, financial problems, kid problems, marital problems, relationship problems doesn't always mean that you are doing something wrong.  We live in a fallen world.  If you have an illness, its okay to go to the doctor and get medicine, and don't let anyone make you feel bad that you have to take it. 

Depression is an imbalance of chemicals in the body, much like diabetes is an imbalance, high blood pressure, or heart disease, or .....the list goes on.  Some people have it.  Some people don't.  Don't feel bad or feel like a failure if you have to get an anti-depressant because God provided wisdom to the scientists and doctors for that too -- not just these other things. 

Another thing, reach out to others and have a support network that will call you to reach out to you also.  I am starting a women's prayer group, and am very excited to have the support and prayer support that we as women so desperately need.   Again, Christian, do not think that because things aren't perfect in your life that God is not with you.  God is always with you.  Trust Him.  Follow Him.  Seek Him.  Thank Him.  Praise Him.  He is the same yesterday and today and forever.   Heb. 13:8. 

Do we stop asking for healing?  Absolutely not!  That is not what I'm saying, but God gave us a brain to use and we should not be stupid if there is medicine or doctors available to help us during our time of illness -- use them! 

Recommended reading this week:  anything that is in your Bible that jumps out at you.  Just read it!  :-)

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